it's been a while...

i blame blogger! i blame forgetting my blog password and google account! i blame confusing reset password options!
but other than that...i blame my busy life and my lack of motivation.

anyways, i'm back.

the past few months have been a whirlwind of stress, fun, changes and overall lack of sufficient sleep (ie. no sleeping in past 12). as i lay here in bed, using my gained hour to my advantage, i feel so singular. i feel so disconnected from the outside world and so in my own head. i feel like the only thing i can do is express this feeling on my blog.

it's like the feeling i get when i have an urge to be creative. i feel it in my whole body, and i try and think of how to apply it, but i just can never seem to get it all out. i need more arts and crafts supplies handy or something...

i wanted to put a fancy picture in here to really spice up this entry but it's late, i'm exhausted and fairly unmotivated right now. viscious cycle!!! (see top)

write again soon...and with more excitement.